Been at the lowest point of my 25 years old... Lost my main support that i tot i could depend on... now i am so afraid to be alone or do anything that reminds me of him... Trying hard to find a direction in life! even if find a direction, it will so hard to pull myself up BUT yes... i must do it.. need time but i will do it..
First ray of light... hope.... in believing i can achieve things! my examz results are out and i got B+ for all which caught me by surprise! a pleasant surprise where i tot i will fail some modules! I had to resit my accounting paper as i missed the paper due to my morning sickness conditions! tink i will start studying now... lolz... since i now very free!
Hope GOD will help me thru this tough time... i am blessed with many supportive frenz and i must not let them down!
i shall commit each day to GOD and guide me thru... hope one day i will see the light once again... :)