Juz got home from a last minute meet-up with a poly fren!! But this time is different from my previous meet-ups with pals where frenz been meeting me to help me through this tough period.. this time round is i am lending a listening ear to my fren's relationship problem! Find it kinda of ironic where i can't even handle my own problem and here, i am trying to help others...
after toking to him... i was once again sent in dilemma abt my situation. i am askin myself whether am i making the right decision? what am i capable of? what are my limits? At times i tot i noe myself... but there are times i juz totally dunno myself. it is scary!! realli scary as is like losing urself to urself!! Err does it make sense? haha perhaps it dun ba coz i also dun realli noe what i am trying to say... words seem to fail me terribly now!
i see myself in his situation... so honestly i also dunno how to help him or her! juz like i dunno how to help myself... or him...
perhaps what we all need is time... Let time tells... break free from this dilemma...
Wee Wee
