Now is already September... In another 3 mths time we will be saying goodbye to 2009 and welcoming a brand new year of 2010! At times i juz can't believe so many things can occur in one year... life changing events.... things i choose to give up.. things i am forced to let go... things i have to accept...
I can no longer see things like it used to be...
Coach will no longer be the brand i wanna buy with my first pay...
Sunrise at east coast is something i wun do anymore...
Beagle and Japanese Spitz will not be the breed of dogs i will keep in e future...
Batam will be a state that i doubt i will ever wanna go back...
Mont Blanc will not be a brand i will buy for another...
But there are things i will still hold on...
I still wanna be a fan of Formula 1...
I still love novena chix rice...
I still will watch EPL... but with arsenal and Liverpool in mind (lolz...)
I still wanna collect care bears...
I still dun and wun regret having my baby boy...
All the hurt and pain... memories and regrets... perhaps gave me a new form of independency ba! is not about balancing work, driving lessons, pursuing a degree and maintaining a relationship!
is more about personal growth... controlled feelings and emotions...
I am able to walk around orchard road for hrs by myself...
I am able to attend lessons without a man beside...
I am able to massage my own legs when they are swollen...
I am able to feel what real responsibility is...
One more month... from hundred over days i have bear to today.. 47 days... i will see him soon... he wun be inside me kicking, stretching or having the hiccups! i onli have about one more mth to feel him inside... for the first time in my pregnancy days tat i realli realli hope time dun go by tat fast...
Maybe i am juz being selfish...
May GOD bless me...
Wee Wee
