Unable to zzz well the whole of last night.. onli manage to get some solid zzz at dawn! Been dreaming endlessly last night.. nightmares!! Think the worst i ever had...
i had so many nightmares... but i rem my last one most vividly...
I was chasing after a man... told him to stop but he din...
He juz pulled his luggage and walked away...
i ran after him but he din stop at all...
He went onto the descending esculator and finally he turned back at me and gave me a crooked smile...
I din like tat smile at all...
i chased onto the esculator... tripped... rolled down...
As i hit the floor i realize i lost my baby... but there was no pain...
I rem tat man then came to look at me as i closed my eyes...
This is when i woke up... very disturbing dream!! i get up and feel my bloated tummy!! Jovan is still kickin inside.. relieved!! At times when jovan stay perfectly still, i will get paranoid! will 'disturb' him by poking my tummy.. lolz...
Told my mum about the dreams... she cried... she dun feel gd about it...
sighz if i knew she would get smotional over it.. i would have kept it to myself!! dreams are dreams... though some seems more personal... shall not take it to heart!
Decided to do some stuff for jovan... washed his moo moo clothes and his little prince mittens n booties! Plan to use them at the hospital during delivery! :) Later in the day will also start packing my maternity bag!! 32th week liao... i must get ready all the stuff by 36th week... latest is 38th! seems fast wor.. but at times i feel time is like crawling... nevertheless time will still go by!
Thinkin of my first qn i will ask Jovan...
"Does mummy look prettier on the outside (appearance) or in the inside (womb)!??" WUHAHAHHAHA... juz joking!
LAME JOKE!
Wee Wee
