Finally a post after so long....
So changes are about to happen and dun realli noe where to start...
:) first of all... jovan will be changing nanny from 01/09! initially was kind of upset over the whole thing, but as God suggested, everything happens for a reason! one of my main concern is passing jovan all over e place! it took quite awhile to accept such arrangements but now i have to face it again!
To be honest... i did ask God y is he doing this to me and my little boy. What is HIS purpose slashing open my old wounds...?? Does he enjoy allowin ghosts of the past to haunt me??
it does not feel good that someone close could be pulling tricks behind my back! i choose to close an eye does not mean i am stupid...
Today as i went for my weekly run... my mind drafted back to the past!! i realize many things... and i realized how far i had walked... which make me feels older with each passing day! is so hard to look back when i had convinced myself to look forward... finally i can't rem the numbers... is it a sign? time to move on...
think in this short period stay in this lifetime... the onli thing that is constant is... changes!
Wee Wee
