Thursday, August 26, 2010 11:34 PM
Paging for Kaji Aoi....
Where are u!!!???? :p
Saturday, August 14, 2010 9:53 PM
Standing alone had always been a scary to me...
I always needed someone there for me... but at the ending of everything... what is left is behind is juz something that fades away with time...
I have learnt to understand that standing alone at the very end is not a pitiful thing...
Is a sign of independence and strong...
But yet what does all these qualities mean??
The strong may be weak and the weak may be strong... it all depends on one's view...
i had my fair share... so if i being asked...
my answer is...
I do not know...
Friday, August 13, 2010 8:12 PM
Countless number of such pictures in my lappy....
Wuhahahaha.... Love them lots... :)
7:00 PM
Finally a post after so long....
So changes are about to happen and dun realli noe where to start...
:) first of all... jovan will be changing nanny from 01/09! initially was kind of upset over the whole thing, but as God suggested, everything happens for a reason! one of my main concern is passing jovan all over e place! it took quite awhile to accept such arrangements but now i have to face it again!
To be honest... i did ask God y is he doing this to me and my little boy. What is HIS purpose slashing open my old wounds...?? Does he enjoy allowin ghosts of the past to haunt me??
it does not feel good that someone close could be pulling tricks behind my back! i choose to close an eye does not mean i am stupid...
Today as i went for my weekly run... my mind drafted back to the past!! i realize many things... and i realized how far i had walked... which make me feels older with each passing day! is so hard to look back when i had convinced myself to look forward... finally i can't rem the numbers... is it a sign? time to move on...
think in this short period stay in this lifetime... the onli thing that is constant is... changes!