I'm now in my own room...
:) Since Jovan is back at Senja wif his Dad...
I was thinking it would be nice to zzz in my own room once in awhile...
This is the first time i'm zzz-ing in my room since i delivered..
As i was lyin on my familiar mattress and pillows...
Memories seems to come back and haunt me...
Happy memories... hopeful memories... Sad memories.... angry memories... disappointed memories... painful memories... forgiving memories...
Is like all in a big melting pot...
Though it is overwhelming... part of me noe is different...
Coz GOD is still telling me.. GOD is still echoing in my head... "It doesn't really matter!"