Tired... but can't realli zzz...
My head is in a total blank....
Though it does not hurt tat much anymore, it still has some impact on me...
Slowly i will walk out of his shadow...
I believe Jovan and i are created for better things in life...
I hope Jovan and i can be a blessing in other pple's life...
But first, i have to pick myself up...
I am still sober enough to understand a messed up me should not go mess up another's life...
I shall keep my distance... i hold by the words...
Luke 18:27...."what is impossible with men is possible with God."